Greed and dishonesty makes us traitors by definition
Soon enough we will pay for our indiscretions.
If only I could stop time, turn back the clocks
Maybe I would have a different view,
where I can see through..
The suits you wear with the edges frayed,
the congregation that hangs on every word you say…
You can’t preach acceptance If your actions dictate something else.
You can pass your judgement, know that you’ll be judged.
You can’t speak of love that you have never know.
Why do you look at the spec of sawdust in your brother’s eye ?
Slowly I will realize the consequences for the choices that I have made,
and slowly I will realize I’ve been deceived
I have fallen from you again,
but I swear I want to set myself apart.
I just can’t let myself keep letting you down
I have this fear that I’ll fall from your grace again,
will you catch me though I can’t make amends?
Would you compromise?
I’m receiving signs from satellites
they’ll be my guide so I won’t stray away.
Tell me when I’m at the line that meets the loss,
tell me when I’ve gone too far, so I won’t stray away.
Can’t you see I’m trying here?
Trying not to lose my place.
Just hold me close to you so I won’t drift away.
Temptation calls to me, I’ve done some awful things.
You are the anchor that can fix me to the ground.
I’m losing hope, (I can hardly breathe now)
I’m losing sleep (I think I’m losing strength)
how could I stray so carelessly. (I’m so lost, when will I be found?)
Deep in my mind lays of fragment of doubt,
a fragment of who I once was.
My heart, my hands have been surrendered to you
and I trust the decision I’ve made.
Though my doubts are beginning to rise,
I ask that you lead me to your grace.